DYSTOPIA (English) NEXX

 

I can’t tell if I’m alive,
My heart isn’t even beating
My left hand spirals and the knife jerks

Spiral of despair

The past and the future I had pictured are breaking and collapsing
Blot this world out with your colors

I can’t tell if I’m alive,
My heart isn’t even beating
My self-image is declining

No matter how many times I ask the mirror
I can’t love my ugly self
My realism is failing too

Once night falls, I become scared of death like a child
Your words saved a coward like me

The good things and my bad dreams are being destroyed
Don’t stop, keep going

Don’t cry tonight, It’s like you’re disappearing
I’ll steady my voice so that the singing will reach you

The past and the future I had pictured are breaking and collapsing
Draw them again with your color

A/N

God I love this song